Friday, December 4, 2009

How Much It Hurts..

Have you ever thought about it? How much it hurts when you think about it everyday? How difficult it is for a lonely little fish to find its way in a big big dirty ocean..

I’m having a weird feeling writing this. Maybe it’s because I don’t write that often. But writing is a good thing. It helps you to express your feelings and your thoughts. Just like painting, playing music or any other art. Art is a beautiful miracle.

How much it hurts? How much painful can it be when you want to walk on broken glasses to reach to your destination? My answer is, “It is not painful at all”. Yes, it is not! For me the painful part is only when I see people don’t want to clean up these broken glasses. Why everybody is scared of cleaning them up? Yes, I’m aware that they are dangerous. But look at the end of the story when we can freely take our steps without getting wounded, looking for our goals.

I am taking my part, cleaning my path for the next person, trying my best. I will find my way out of this smokey burning house. And yes, I know it is dangerous. But I don’t think it’s more dangerous than waiting for the fire to come and make me a part of itself. On my way out, I hope I can help others. Wake them up from their nightmare.

Honestly look around yourself. What is happening to humanity? Unfaithfulness and unfairness is sorrounding us. When do we want to start our fight against them?


Open our eyes..

Clean our vision..

Then LOVE..

Love, love love… It’s all about love. People have forgotten how to love purely. A love from depth of my heart will tell me how I can share my happiness with you, how I can be a shoulder for you to cry on. There will be no need for you to ask for help. I will always be there for you to help you. I can hear a call from inside which tells me I should hold your hands tight and never let go. I LOVE YOU PURELY.

If we all love each other so purely…… Oh I love imagining that day. This love can start from you.

But there is one more very important thing. When I expect you to love me, I have to make sure I DESERVE it. It’s an art to deserve a pure love.

This will eventually end up with TRUST between me and you. Trust makes UNITY. Unity becomes the KEY. And the key opens the lock.

Do you know how much it hurts when these thoughts come to my mind everyday? Here I will answer it myself, “It doesn’t hurt at all”. Because there are people like you around me. People like you who care about my thoughts, which may be their thoughts as well. People like you care about themelves, our world and our LOVE.

Love, love love.. It’s all around us. I lOVE YOU SO PURE..

With all I have inside this heart,

Yang Jun