Friday, December 4, 2009

How Much It Hurts..

Have you ever thought about it? How much it hurts when you think about it everyday? How difficult it is for a lonely little fish to find its way in a big big dirty ocean..

I’m having a weird feeling writing this. Maybe it’s because I don’t write that often. But writing is a good thing. It helps you to express your feelings and your thoughts. Just like painting, playing music or any other art. Art is a beautiful miracle.

How much it hurts? How much painful can it be when you want to walk on broken glasses to reach to your destination? My answer is, “It is not painful at all”. Yes, it is not! For me the painful part is only when I see people don’t want to clean up these broken glasses. Why everybody is scared of cleaning them up? Yes, I’m aware that they are dangerous. But look at the end of the story when we can freely take our steps without getting wounded, looking for our goals.

I am taking my part, cleaning my path for the next person, trying my best. I will find my way out of this smokey burning house. And yes, I know it is dangerous. But I don’t think it’s more dangerous than waiting for the fire to come and make me a part of itself. On my way out, I hope I can help others. Wake them up from their nightmare.

Honestly look around yourself. What is happening to humanity? Unfaithfulness and unfairness is sorrounding us. When do we want to start our fight against them?


Open our eyes..

Clean our vision..

Then LOVE..

Love, love love… It’s all about love. People have forgotten how to love purely. A love from depth of my heart will tell me how I can share my happiness with you, how I can be a shoulder for you to cry on. There will be no need for you to ask for help. I will always be there for you to help you. I can hear a call from inside which tells me I should hold your hands tight and never let go. I LOVE YOU PURELY.

If we all love each other so purely…… Oh I love imagining that day. This love can start from you.

But there is one more very important thing. When I expect you to love me, I have to make sure I DESERVE it. It’s an art to deserve a pure love.

This will eventually end up with TRUST between me and you. Trust makes UNITY. Unity becomes the KEY. And the key opens the lock.

Do you know how much it hurts when these thoughts come to my mind everyday? Here I will answer it myself, “It doesn’t hurt at all”. Because there are people like you around me. People like you who care about my thoughts, which may be their thoughts as well. People like you care about themelves, our world and our LOVE.

Love, love love.. It’s all around us. I lOVE YOU SO PURE..

With all I have inside this heart,

Yang Jun


  1. Life is unfair and it has to be. Thus, there will be some people will get to know what is justice and injustice and will appreciate what they had, what they have, what they are going to have. No matter what, we still have to move on. Just be strong. :D

  2. first of all, i would like to say i like the background music...wakaka..waliew,yang jun so good in writing this kind of passage...romantic^^...good~~~Shiao Mian

  3. What a poignant beautiful post. It all comes back to "love" yes? Oh yes...I feel a lot like you, what you wrote in this post...a lot of people around me don't but that's not for me to judge..just maybe set an example that "love" is the path to all of our healing wounds.

    No more fighting and petty things the news goes on and on about. It's time that "we" the people took some steps to make "changes" in our own lives. Not to wait for others too.

    Thank you from my yeart Yang Jun...

    With Love and many Blessings,


  4. ~Canon~ Thx so much for ur comment ^^.. I just want to add here that I agree with u about unfairness in life.. Life should be like that.. But when people are unfair, that's a different case.
    ~Shiao Mian~ Thx so much.. The song is "FireFlies" by Owl City.. Thx again ^^~
    ~Rhiannon~ ^_^.. thx for your beautiful comment..

  5. Hi Yang Jun, it's me again. I have a song on my blog that I'd like to share with all my blog friends for the Holidays. Hope you'll drop by soon and give it a listen.

    By the way I love the new look of your blog. Beautiful colors and design on the top template.


  6. Thx again Rhiannon.. ^^~ The song is so special.. So relaxing although it is talking abt problems.. I reli like it.. Thx 4 sharing it with us.. Love ur blog~ Keep it up :)~

  7. people forget how to love purely?
    Nop, they are just scare and lack the courage to love purely.

    If you gave your heart purely,end up, you are navie.

    Getting hurt and stuff.. dont tel me you are not scare of this..

    love? now my heart only full of hatred..i dun wanna admit it.. but wat can i do?

  8. Sure I AM scared of getting broken hearted.. I definitely am.. That's why I wrote this post..
    I hope I have helped you a little with your problem when I was chatting with you.. I don't have the ability to change you and your life.. But you have it.. So be strong.. These difficult times will pass.. Think about your master degree, I still believe it's the best solution for you..
    Yang Jun

  9. Oh this is so lovely...*makes me wanna cry. The person who wrote this outta his heart must be LOVE himself. Thank you Popo for this post. You ve made my day.